April 23, 2008
Blip on the Radar
Blip at 3 o’clock, left breast. That is the best way that I can describe what I heard the doctor say as I laid back on the table to be examined. Then I couldn’t remember my right from left. What was she talking about? Yes, I knew I just had a mammogram but I was doing it to cover my ass. I was returning to see her today because I’m looking to explore my sexuality and wanted to know if I was physically fit; if you get my drift.
I went for the mammogram because it was due and I didn’t want to explain why I hadn’t had one. Oh well, I guess you get what you need done, even in a convoluted fashion. The best that I can tell you is that there is something in my left breast. She felt it. I couldn’t. The mammogram identifies it as “a 2 cm focal asymmetry present in left breast at 3 o’clock.” What the heck does that mean?! We don’t know. Needs further investigation.
Now I wait for the authorization for a spot compression with lateral views and ultrasound. Ugh, the agony. I stopped my doctor in her reassuring words as she sat on the little rolling stool and I was on the table. I’m suppose to be on the giving end of this information not the receiving end. I wanted to be sitting on the little rolling stool and not on the table. Nurse comfort thyself and stop your mind from racing.
I know it might be nothing, it could be something and I can’t do anything about it right now. Just live in the moment. Rejoice in the fact that the ob/gyn couldn’t stop commenting on how wonderful I looked and sounded. She said I was “glowing”. The parts I was interested in were high functioning; if you catch my drift. Good news.
I swear I’m starting to feel like a nuclear waste dump. Many people have started to use the word glowing to describe me. It’s really nice, but it starts to sound funny. I know even with the tears, I am extremely happy. I won’t let this blip in the highway of life take away my momentum. I promise not to eat over it and will keep putting one foot in front of the other. Whatever it turns out to be I will be okay.
Thanks to the wonderful women I had dinner with tonight. It was the best way I could think to spend the evening. You really helped me more than you can know. I feel lucky to have many people who care. I’ll keep you posted as details unfold.
To all others, sorry to tell you about this in the blog, but what is a girl to do at 1 o’clock when she can’t sleep. Blogging helps.
For now I will concentrate on my new vocabulary list a friend sent me. Little did he know how much I need to focus on peace right now.
English Peace
Spanish LaPaz
French Paix
Latin Pacem
AA Serenity
I had a blip last year. don’t focus on it until you need to. It may only be that the switch to digital is causing more blips as readers learn to read the things.
Hi Laurie darling — I am glad that blogging helps. Janice’s advice is good as always. You are very loved and are in the right place in the universe of your life — that is something that encompasses all blips. You are not alone. We are with you through blips, bumps and earthquakes. Thanks for letting us know what is going on. Love, K
what she said (both of ‘em
With ALL MY LOVE THE GAY HUSBAND.
You are healthy and beautiful and I love you! Guess I’m into affirmations since the weekend…
Laurie I love you! You are a precious miracle and GUS will see you through everything. Even this. Can’t wait to see you face-to-face; hopefully this Monday so I can give you a ginormous hug.
da best. Keep it going! Thank you
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